Thread:Leavegirl/@comment-31255963-20190701003508/@comment-34873280-20190727044626

No one thinks you're a freak, I don't at all. I wasn't making fun of anything in my comment on the page, I just wanted to make sure you're okay. Nobody hates Louis either on the fandom, he's a game character, and he's not the worst, in fact, he's one of my favorite Ad Astrans due to his personality. I understand they threw his character away after 52 cases, and I understand you may be upset, and if it's troubling you Louis died, and contributes to something enhancing your troubles, always talk to someone. Your thoughts are important and even if some people don't act like it, they respect that, 100%. I do, we all do. The developers don't hate Louis, in fact, the storyline they made was to make Louis a likeable character, the fact he's the best for last Ad Astran, he started this whole storyline with his news report if you think of it. He's the reason of the Conspiracy. He's clever, and yes, they didn't do much after Case 54, much less even give him more screen time or an escape, but he's the player behind the Conspiracy.

You can like Louis, and no one will take it away, and no one has the right, power, privelege, authority, or reason to do so. But a character, especially one in a video game, isn't something to be upset about (again, im not calling or insulting you, or saying anything rude or calling you a freak. You're a wikian like me, and your edits here are appreciated and part of us). I think you may have already been having these "troubles" before the Conspiracy started or before you saw Louis, and his death did cause troubles, but acted more like the final fuel of the fire rather than the fire itself. I'm not insulting you, and I respect anything you think or believe, because you have the right. You know what's happening and I cannot tell 100% sure, but I'm giving a suggestion with respect to you. A video game character's death, especially one that only lasted a year, isn't something to get upset about, for a long period of time to the point suicide, revenge, or depression/hopelessness is a symptom. It's a character and like to Diego, he may be more to you, and that's fine. But Diego had an obession with Mia who died earlier, and he's fine, and I believe you can be fine too. No one's saying anything bad. But, as people on this wiki who appreciate you for who you are, see value in you, and although some people like you said may not like Louis, do like you, we are concerned for you. We want you to be safe, to be happy, to not go to such measures, and if you need help, like from a therapist, or a doctor, or even a counselor or your own parents, no one thinks you are doing wrong, no one believes you to be a freak, and especially, you don't need to be ashamed of something. You may deny this help because you believe people won't listen or never will understand you, but their love and care for you won't be lost. They will understand and they will help. It's not wrong to see a counselor, and the choice to accept it here can prevent anything wrong later on.

From what scientists and medical people have seen, this is an effect on the mind, and like even diseases, this needs to be cured or stopped quickly before it develops on you. Later on this leads to more problems, and if you believe in suicide right now, it's concerning to me, because I do care about you. Your family does, your friends here, and in real life, schoolmates, people you know, a family you can build, friends and colleagues of your future. Your entire life, and the people who lasted from a second to a decade and beyond that know you or have seen you, will miss you deeply. Suicide is not an unnoticed thing people will get over. A life is not worth losing, and definitely having the choice to end, because it will never come back. It will leave a tragic hole of guilt and hopelessness in your loved ones, and the future you have will be gone. I'm not saying anything you're thinking is wrong. I'm not, and no one here is. I cannot stress how much people here care about you, and no one, even if their mouths are uncontrollable and thoughtless enough to say it, think you're a freak. No one does. No one ever did, and no one ever will. Suicide is a concerning and delicate topic, and you know what's going on best than we do, but I and the rest of us, are here to help. If you need to see a therapist, someone to talk to, see it without delay, they will help, and no one will say anything bad. If you need to talk to someone, be open. You can fix anything in life, and positivity and time are the best approaches, especially positivity. Countless lives have been lost from suicide, especially in youth, and families are left behind with loss and a life of pain without their loved ones. I'm sorry if anyone, especially I, at one point did say something heartless, cold, or disrespectful without knowing, but we never meant it, and we want to help you.

I wrote this to tell you were care. We care because you're a person, and not because you're just a part of this wikia, you're a part of this world. Life is never meant to end in any way except for old age or a factor we cannot control. Don't focus on revenge, loss, or suicide, focus on amends, friendship, gain, and support. Live for your family and live for yourself. If you're experiencing problems out of your control, like visions, hallucinations, or a voice inside, see a doctor, there are always medicines. Medicines can be retried, but a life cannot be brought back. We care about you, and we did always since April 18 2019, the day you joined us, but your family cared and cares before that, during that, and after. I saw your blog, and I support it. I hope you take my message in mind, and fight on, and see help if needed, but important, stay strong, and never think about revenge or self harm or loss. If you ever need a number to call for help it's always on this blog.

1-800-273-8255

Please consider what I've said. I wrote this much because that's how much we care about you