User blog:Leavegirl/Confession and a small request.

A lot of users may have seen my emotional comments about Louis Leroux, actually, he is my emotional and mental support, I have mental and emotional problems starting from 2010, due to bullying and the school stresses, I become a negative and suicidal person, but when I met Louis at early 2018, my mental problems got better, I can smile more and more brightly, my suicidal thoughts fade away and they don’t bother me anymore, I have never feel so positive and energetic before.

But ever since case 52 released, Louis’s reputation is sink due to the majority of the fandom worship Zoe Kusama, and starts to say horrible things to Louis, and during Case 54, I saw almost everyone dancing on his gravel, Starting from that day, my mental and emotional problems got worse and worse, my suicidal thoughts get back to me, I feel life is meaningless without Louis, I started to become more spiteful and cynical, I hate Pretty Simple for ruining my chance to recover from mental problems, I want revenge on them for ruining my life, I hate Zoe Kusama because she take part in causing my mental problems to get worse, I tried to clear Louis’s reputation, I tried to stop people hating on him, but I failed because not enough people take my series seriously and give Louis a second chance, and I got called out and treated like a villain for ‘disrespecting opinions’. I feel like I am hopeless to recover.

Every time I remember those horrible things people said about Louis, I want to cut myself, I want to make myself bleeding, I want them to stop. Maybe death is the only way to end my pain, maybe if I kill myself, Pretty Simple will get shut down for causing the death of a girl and Louis and I can be avenged.